Tonight is movie night with ashley and hopefully ashlynn and for sure mario (the adorable hispanic guy with the cute smile. i met him at a party once where i played quarters with a glass of orange juice and he laughed and made fun of me.) we're seeing the new brad pitt movie!! it's about wwII but it looks like there will be a very funny twist on it. i wonder if the vets think those sort of movies are amusing? i wonder if in 60 years we'll find a twin tower movie amusing? hmm i like that were going early (7pm) the last year of my life has been a series of very late movies followed by bad choices. it's feeling good to go to bed early and to be hanging out with people who don't make me feel like im not good enough and im okay being myself with. i feel like the pressure is off in some weird way :)
today i took a shower in my madre's new bathroom..the lady installed two shower heads.. it's purty nice! it was like i was showering in the hot jungle, waiting for the man of my dreams under a waterfall spraying ice cold water in every direction!! just kidding it wasn't near that cool.. sorry mom.
work has been dull with spurts of business every few hours. watching my dad get his "sales on" is hilarious! the man could sell anything! i love when he is here because he takes over at certain moments of the conversation and ends up selling the customer far more than they knew they wanted.. lol. he has his little sales techniques, sort of like tonyisims. earlier i said to tracy, "look he's doing the water trick again.."

Like finding ten dollars in your pocket!

so far this morning i rode on a bike for an hour next to eric and des. we went 12 miles! it was great and now my calves are sore :) that means im skinnier! jk

a customer of ours blew out a tire on our curb so he is talking on his cell phone pacing around the store, which is okay by me because he's not talking my ear off he's talking to the poor guy on the phone.

that gym boy text me again..ugh. after he told me why he works out i find him completely unattractive. :P what a bore! can i please meet a guy who wants more to life that a good body and to talk about himself?
well i meet those guys but ruin it for myself.

thank you Jesus for diet coke. i know that it is probably not your will for diet coke to exist because there are homicidal chemicals in it, but thank you for a drink that tastes like im not on a diet :)

oh! i found my new pink watch yesterday! it was in the pocket of my jeans..good thing i checked before i washed them :) thanks mom for that life lesson you instilled in me years ago, "always check your pockets before you wash your clothes!"

Thanks to you Mr.O

life's been fun talking to Adam again. boy is that kid driven! i love talking to him because he is so excited about life and he accomplishes all of his dreams. without him even realizing it, he's like my encouragement life coach. apparently on Craig's list you can search for one of these coaches and pay someone to tell you to get off your big butt and do something with your life! like lose weight or fix your marriage or not be such a pansy and ask a girl out. he's my coach for insecurity issues and i don't even have to pay him! yay! it's extremely cheesy but talking to Adam makes me look toward today as one more opportunity to be happy and meet new people and love on those i have. the morning he left i walked out to my car to go to work and he had left his Superman t shirt on the hood of my car. despite where he and i will end up together or not together, the fact is, the boy gives me peace. looking at the Superman shirt in the backseat of my car makes me smile every single day :) thank you Mr.O

stay away find safe places to swim and play!

the last few days have been weird, fun, annoying, exciting, confusing, and eye opening all at the same time. this morning i woke up with relief. im not forced to be with a guy i broke up with for good reason and then told him i missed him and still like him and now after spending three days straight with him i realize why i don't like him. he moved, so that ended that. if he hadn't moved i would have had to go through the drama of telling him i didn't want to be with him once again this time would be the third. the brake ups with Daniel seemed crazy and only likely because of our situation. that is true however, being off and on with adam for the third time shows im the crazy one. different guys same girl always the same thing..maybe im the problem. well not the problem, but im the girl who can't make up her mind and stick to being alone and finding out with i want to do with my life. hey all you hot boys who im attracted to STAY AWAY! i don't want to date any guy i think is attractive and who thinks im attractive back. that's stupid... "oh he's hot..and he thinks im cute lets have a bad relationship and ill hate you at the end :)"

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hahaha! so if you haven't noticed i tried to update my blog and make it look hip and trendy like the rest of you blogedy bloger sons! the pineapple picture cracked me up before and now that its posted on half on half my blog it's even funnier :)
Danielle will save the day!!! she's my geeky superhero bestfriend who watches video blogs and plays zombie plant games on the internet:)

blue eye shadowed beauty

wow im a rA tard!
i just wrote this long post about how my heart is hurting and blah blah blah. nobody wants to hear about my polution! ill write about something fun or maybe not fun but at least more entertaining that boys and how they suck and someone should cut off every penis who ever wronged any girl.
today im a total stinker butt! i didn't shower and i forgot to put deordorant on. thank you Jesus for tracy because she has some in her office :) my hair is a greasy mess on top of my head and half my blue eyeshadow came off my right eye. today is not the day i find a husband.