Friday, August 14, 2009

stay away find safe places to swim and play!

the last few days have been weird, fun, annoying, exciting, confusing, and eye opening all at the same time. this morning i woke up with relief. im not forced to be with a guy i broke up with for good reason and then told him i missed him and still like him and now after spending three days straight with him i realize why i don't like him. he moved, so that ended that. if he hadn't moved i would have had to go through the drama of telling him i didn't want to be with him once again this time would be the third. the brake ups with Daniel seemed crazy and only likely because of our situation. that is true however, being off and on with adam for the third time shows im the crazy one. different guys same girl always the same thing..maybe im the problem. well not the problem, but im the girl who can't make up her mind and stick to being alone and finding out with i want to do with my life. hey all you hot boys who im attracted to STAY AWAY! i don't want to date any guy i think is attractive and who thinks im attractive back. that's stupid... "oh he's hot..and he thinks im cute lets have a bad relationship and ill hate you at the end :)"

1 comment:

Lei said...

I am proud of you, just stick to your guns and I promise in a couple of months you will feel so much better. Just give it time.