so this break up was pretty much set up for me. after not asking how my morning was or how my workout went over the phone and telling me, "i just wanted to call you back so you didn't think i was ignoring you." no i wasn't calling to say "hi" or "i miss you" or "just wanted to see what you were up to..." he text.. how was your workout. so we started to talk and i told him i had so much fun with destiny at the gym and on our walk last night and of course he asked the question, the one i knew was he was going to ask sooner or later. "So what does destiny think of our situation?"
man if there was ever a perfect way out of a relationship and onto the things that matter most to me this was it! i told him she thought i needed a spiritual leader and someone who was just as excited about God as i am. then i reached in and grabbed my guts and held them as i text, "im not going to lie, its hard that you don't love God." well something like that..
maybe if he had the love of Christ in him and read God's word, a whole lot of bad "stuff" (thats for you danielle) would have never happened in our relationship. all i know from this entire situation over the past two years is: boys do not change for girls, they are only "trainable." still the same person just a little disciplined.
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